12:04 PM; outside back table
Mu-mey plays on Spotify as I AGONIZE. Yes agony, okay. My life could be literally perfect if I had this one thing called Aisha. The cards gave me the safe with Eros. Today. I have my cleansing with Nadine at 2:00. I agonize with need and sunshine and music and cashmere. #Winning despite the agony. I brought Becoming Bodhisattvas out. It is my greatest companion.
I earned my purple belt last night and was very excited. So pleased. So happy. Yay, ancestors!
Faith is such a delicate and beautiful thing.
How joyous like is when you write your own story.
Everyone deserves cashmere.
When my brain cannot keep time, my hands must.
Time is slow when waiting.